CLEAN ME !!
CLEAN ME, CLEAN ME !
My body screams
From the inside out
With those damn machines
Body screaming, shouting out,
Organ failing that's not in doubt
Skin itchy and lizard like.
Body exhausted threatening to strike,
CLEAN ME, CLEAN ME !
My body screams
Yet I have a daily fill of capsuled toxins,
Pills popping constantly,needles stinging like scorpions
Legs shaky on any incline
Hook me up now, like Frankenstein!
I finally admit I'm in defeat
CLEAN ME, CLEAN ME !
While I'm still on my feet,
CLEAN ME, CLEAN ME !
My body screams !
oh my...i am sorry for you...and will pray for you as well....this has to be rather frightening...
ReplyDeleteThanks honey Obviously not something I'm looking forward to but it will be 2nd time around ..and I won't go into it to much but rough ride last time ( consequently why this one is failing)..Sure it will be easier 2nd time around and I'm a tough old bird ..just hope I'm lucky enough to receive a new Kidney before too long ..Thank you for all the support you show me on here it's really appreciated ..Thank you x
DeleteAw, nuts...that's rotten luck. I sincerely hope you can get through this successfully. My heart goes out to you. Hang in there, Kez! Gentle hugs:))
ReplyDeleteThank you honey ....I'm a real toughie so I will be fine ....back on the Ski Slopes soon !
DeletePlease put this on your Facebook and I would be honoured if you want to add me as a friend ...I have had my fistula now for roughly 6 weeks and with a GFR of 5 pretty sure tomorrows appointment will be that dreaded appointment when dialysis is no longer put off !!! keep smiling and hopeful the call will come for both of us soon ! check out my other poems ..A chance of life ...and Running out of time. or find them here http://lifeindegrees.blogspot.co.uk/2012/07/transplant-week.html
ReplyDeleteDamn. So sorry to hear that. Stay strong. Cry. Write.
ReplyDeleteI'm so really genuinely sorry to hear that Kerry ~ glad I checked in ~ know I will be keeping you firmly placed in my thoughts ~ x x x sending much love Lib x x x
ReplyDeleteOh, Kerry. I'm so sorry to hear that. Sending much love. Beautiful poem, BTW. xo
ReplyDeleteHope it all goes well and you're back to writing these excellent poems soon xx
ReplyDelete..a wonderful write..i hope you come out of this Frankenstein..and are back on your feet..writing beautifully as this poem...
ReplyDelete..wishing you health.. :)
It's not always easy to put to paper what's going on inside, but you did a good job of it here. I'm in hopes that your situation turns out for the best sooner rather than later...
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